Missing you like crazy Mum :( I went to your tree today with Dad & Matt and we are making sure that it looks as good as you would have wanted. I wish I could speak to you or have a cuddle, so so hard not having you here. I hope you are at peace now. I hope the possibility of seeing you again one day is true. Love you so much, my gorgeous Mum. I will be 40 in a few days and not having you here is heartbreaking, I have you and Dad to thank for bringing me into this world, and I am so lucky to call you my Mum, just wish you were here.